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30 March 2006 >>10:10 PM

todae is a fun nn sadd dae~

guigui laogong nv come cause she sick ..
then in the mornin waitin ferr xiao jin nn go to blk 425 eat ..
cause we dun wan to go history de..
then walk half wae saw jia jun ..
then ask him go also ..
ask nu er nn jaclyn to come to 425 ..
they dun wan .. they go to 413..
xiao jin nn jia jun after eatin went to 413 ..
but nuer they al dunno go wher..
they cal 2 drinks sia .. *faint*
after tat ard 9.1o we al mit at 417 ther nn walk together ..
xiao jin nn jia jun 1 group.
mii , nuer nn jaclyn 1 group.
then we walk in fake fake sae why they rr here ..
then they sae wad go drink *teh bing*. =D
hahaxx. then raja gv us form ..
he reali believe our story !! =X
then went up to class is ms au class.
todae time beari fast pass cause dun hab mo gui ke !
hahaxx.
after tat is CME ..
then go up to AVA rm ..
recess we al stay in class.
saw jaclyn cry feel like cryin also ..
toopid wee kim stil sing tong hua ..
then mii cry ners ..
hais . damn sadd n0rhs .. =(
ii reali cannot stand it ners..
msg zhiyi jie..
she tel mii alot of tinky ..
hais .. then is maths ..
nv listen much ..
cause ii while cryin while sms nn listen abit.
then went down alone nn buy tissue ..
chinese is a ling shi ce yan ..
sho do do do n0rhs .
do finish ners stil left 1o mins plus then slp n0rhs.

after tat ii feel beari hungri cause ii mornin share wid mama nn nv eat ners
then we go 413 eat ..
saw mr remund ther .
he beari lonely ..
but nv sit with him lahs .
eat finish ners take CABBY hmm ..
nuer send mii hmm .. =D

bath then mit nuer at panjang ..
abit rain ..
hais .
then we walk ard panjang nv to do then we go buy 5 yr series nn do.
then nu er tel mii tat he sae ii beari childish ,
dunno how to handle tinks nn 3 weeks pass ners stil cannot forget him ..
hais .. ii broke to tears again .. ='(
i dunno why he wil sae like tat n0rhs ..
ii chiidish ! tat wad bout u . uu think uu mature mahs?
ii reali feel like hatin him .. but ii can't
ii goin to mad soon 1 dae !!!

yesterdae hug his piggy then ii cry again ..
ii beari sadd til nw .
but he sae til like tat .
*heartbroken*

29 March 2006 >>7:23 PM

realised tat miine class is actualli a united class except ferr the 2 malay gals.. -_-"
todae our class is like eatin dozin pills tat everione fall asleep..
after slient readin we went back to our class..
then they nv on the lights nn onli on the fan ..
wakakaxx..
then everione was lyin on their table til ms kavita comes ..
then after copyin nn listen to ms kavita ,
our class ppl one by one lyin on the table ..
then while ms kavita sae tat section nt important ,
al of us lie on the table nn slp ..
hahaxx.
until the nxt lesson is ms au ,
almost whole class is slpin ..
she sho angri nn nearli cry ..
*faint*
then no choice hab to do compre..
sho go to wee kim ther nn copy..
toopid him keep scold mii toopid !! *angri*
then do a few nn left a few mins ,
went bac to miine sit nn slp .. -_-ZzZ
after tat is mo gui ke !! omg !
luckily onli 1 period ..
but stil nidd to copy .. faint ~
after recess is POA ,
or else ii wanna slp wan ..
but cannot get to slp ..
sho sittin ther draw draw.. hahaxx.
chem lesson we go to chemistry lab !
damn fun !!
tinky onli tat period is everione awake bahs!
mii nn nu er 1 team ..
her experiment nn miine is nt same ..
hahaxx.
she ask mr handsome why her colour like tat .
then mr eric laugh ~
hahaxx..
nxt lesson stil can go !!
*LaLaLa*
nu er take ferr mii the kap kap ferr test tube .
the kap kap no. is 2o ..
hais ..
damn sadd when seein tat .. =(

after tat is kavita's tutorial ..
guigui laogong go back ..
cause she sick mahs ..
then we ask her to go back..
hahaxx.
went to eat again~ -_-"
then after tat we go up le take the tutorial worksheet nn they dun feel like doin ..
then everione sae go hmm !! then we go hmm .
left the 2 malay gals ~
nu er nn jaclyn take cabby hmm ..
then mii take bus hmm .. feel like walkin alone ~
when ii on the bus , suddenli big rain ..
cal mama to come interchange fetch mii .
her boss come nn gv mii a lift ..
hahax.. sho nice of him .. *winks*
reach hmm bathe ners nn go to slp ..
such a tired dae =(

picpic time ! =)

ani difference ?

the no. 2o kap kap =(

28 March 2006 >>5:03 PM

almost slp the whole dae in sch ...
eng lesson we went to AVA room ,
then mii , lia nn jaclyn slp til the bell ring ..
after tat is maths .. our mr handsome nv come to sch
then we hab free period too .. slp again ~
followed by chinese , chinese cann0t slp ..
then went to xiaojin ther nn do correction .
after recess is POA , ii nv take tis subject..
sho ii slp again .. *faint*
last 2 periods is biology .. is our mr cutie! =D
he damn cute man .. hahax..
alwaes ask us understand mahs .
then straight away is his tutorial ..
do finish the worksheet can go ners..
after stay back ferr a while ii go to toilet to wash miine hands..
then mr cutie sae byebye to mii nn ii splash water at him !!
he sae : ' AIYO!'
omg ! is sho damn cute .. tat why is our mr cutie !! =D

walked out of the sch gate saw ting , yue nn xiao
they come back take n level cert nn leavin cert ..
class without them is damn quiet !! hahaxx..
then went to 18o bus stop the void deck sit sit ferr a while then go hmm ners..

after tat went to plaza wid guigui laogong ..
she go deposit $$..
saw ah neh !! miss him lots !
then sae ellox to him then jiu go ners
went to buy bubble tea after tat she take bus hmm nn ii walked hmm ..
feel like walkin hmm miineself . hais ..

ii miss jie jie .. =x
she in KL nw .. her compani send her ther..
although no wan fight com wid mii =D
but ii stil miss her ..
shall see her on fri nites or sat ! =)
hope she brought prezzie ferr mii ! =x

27 March 2006 >>8:09 PM

hais ..
while bathin jux nw ..
our memoriies pop out again ..
ii reali miss him lots ..
we jux nt meant to be together ..
why u wan to appear in miine world?
or rather should ii happi tat we hab wonderful memoriies?
ii rather we remain as frenx .. at least ii can care ferr uu in silence ..
nw ii can't do anitink..
our story jux turn into history ..
i can't take it tat the facts ..
but ii hab to take it no matter wad ..
how ii hope tat we can together in the first place ..
but after we stead , ii reali hab a wonderful memoriies wif uu
but uu jux left miine world out of sudden ..
ii tired of cryin .. ii tired of tinkin of uu
can u jux teach mii how to do in order to forget uu ?
or uu jux tink tat block nn delete mii wil be good..
but uu gt consider of miine feelin ?
how would ii feel tat ii know tat ?
ii sadd of course ..
uu doesn't know .. or rather u dun wna to know
ii reali dunno wad uu wan !
uu ask mii to be ur godsis in the first place
ii dun wan to be ur godsis , ii wan to be ur piggy ferreba..
ii jux fall in lubb wid uu blindly ..
tis sun is we break-up 1 mth ners ..
within tis 1 mth how mani time uu wan to hurt mii ?
countless ..
ii jux wna to sae those 3 words to uu again
but is impossible uu heard it again ..
ii tired , reali goin to collasped ..

it seems impossible,
ferr us to be together again .
let mii keep tis dissapoinment ,
let mii be the one who surrender,
i won't stop uu ,
as long as uu're happi ,
mayb all this is ..
my fault ...

she dead~

>>6:19 PM

5n2 is the damn sway class todae .. -_-"
almost everi lesson kanna scolded by teacher ..
after assembly mr rani ask us to stand up but we didn't ..
we rr deaf .. =x
then he make us go 2 rounds of the hall nn sit nn stand sit nn stand .
after tat we go back to our class ners then ms au at ther nag nag nag ..
bui ta han !!
after end is chin , then zhao lao shi come in scold us why we nv attend the chinese compo wan ..
onli 6 of miine classmates go .. hahaxx.
then she scold mii twice =(
cause ii help jia jun mahs .. sadd !!
recess time after chinese ! *winks*
gui gui laogong brought mii nn nu er chocolate but jia jun ate it..
sho sadd .. ii dun hab a chance to eat.. hehx..
after recess is mr handsome's math class .. hahaxx..
we also kanna sae ! -_-"
then mii nn laogong quarrel wid jackson nn lister ..
then nu er sae onli hear miine voice .. hahaxx..
cause the four of us rr comparin out maths ! =O
followed by chem .. also our mr handsome ! =D
ferr ss , we mux do finish our work or else we can't go hmm ..
finalli is CME ! then can go back hmm ners .. hehex..

when to jurong point wid nu er to watch yours , miine nn ours ..
damn nice !! they hab 18 children .. faint ..
it's a nice show man !! can watch .. hehex..

after tat brought a pig pig sho cute .. hahaxx..
like it damn much man !
on the wae hmm , mii nn nu er slp on the bus .. yawns ..
sho tired .. hehex..
not baddi , someone wan miine nu er handphone no.
tat means miine nu er is chio ! =D

the end of the dae !! =)

miss the one =(

26 March 2006 >>12:08 PM

shall update miine marks ferr miine common test =(

english - 19half/5o failed

chinese - 55/1oo passed

maths - 28/5o passed

combined science ::
chemistry - 15/3o passed
biology - 4/3o failed
total :: 19/6o failed

combined humanities ::
social studies - 18/25 passed
history - 5/25 failed
total :: 23/5o failed

sho sadd ..
see how BADLY ii hab done ferr miine common test ..
total ii ONLI passed 2 subjects out of 5 ..

first time miine humanities GOIN to PASS ..
usualli ii flunked badly .. =x
ii lubb miine social studies marks ! xD
first time ii did sho well .. =x

damn disappointed ferr miine science ..
biology is damn difficult this time ..
the teacher set the paper too DIFFICULT ners ..

gonna buck up ferr miine mid yr exam ners ..
ii left onli 5 subects ..
nidd al tis subjects in order to GO to poly.

mux stay awake in class ners !!

o level is comin nearer nn nearer .. =(

>>12:37 AM

24 march 2oo6 * fri

hate PE man ~! stupid PE ..
make mii run 6 rounds .. gt timin some more ..
but ii PASSED ..
*LALALA*
sho ii NO nidd run on nxt week =D

after sch mii nn guigui LAOGONG go ferr our SU FA BI SAI ..
saw jing jing FISHBALL also .. hahaxx .. =)
then she sit beside mii .. her chinese words sho NICE .
damn like it man ! *ENVY ENVY* =x
SKIP the chinese tinky .. dunno wad tat
2 hrs somemore .. in HALL somemore .. sianx~

after tat mit nu er go to EAST COAST .. hais ..
lately ALOT of tinks happen to mii nn her ..
sho go ther SHAN XIN..
al cause of TOOPID relationship !! ='(

after tat went to jurong east .. she wan to buy biscuit ..
MA FAN gal .. shh ! =x
then went to take cab .. tok lotsa tinks ..
stil rmb mii nn *him* de MEMORIIES on entertainment ..
hais .. ='x

25 march 2oo6 * sat

wake up at 1.3opm ..
sho TIRED !!
or else is mitin nu er at 12 pm wan nn go kbox to sing ..
but in the end ii slp til 1.3opm
she was sho SHOCKED !
tat ii slp til sho LATE .. hahaxx =D

then we mit at 4pm
cause ii wan to see miine 5566 .. hehex.. =P
or else is mit her in BUS ..
but she FORGOT to brin her ez-link -_-"
sho we hab to take CABBY go JE to buy bags .

take MRT to BUGIS.. she wan to da gou wu..
lotsa of $$ sia her~
hehex.. mii neis?
cause ii DAMN broke then ii HAB to WATCH her da gou wu norhs .. ='(

mit guigui LAOGONG 7pm sometink to go warren
we eat ther .. hehex.. then they go plae arcade ferr awhile then go take shuttle bus
but too mani ppl ners .. sho we WALKED out..
take CABBY home.. nu er send us hmm first ..

miine whole bodi is sho PAIN nw ! TOOPID PE lahs !
or should ii sae ii gettin OLDER nn OLDER.. =(
then miine whole bodi wil ACHE ..
miine LEGGY pain , STOMACH pain , BACK pain , HEADache
realised ii hab sho mani problems .. faint ~

tml ii shall slp all tat ii wan !
mayb nt mitin fen they all ..
cause PEARLINE is damn BROKE..!

shall SAVIN $$ nw ..
jiejie nn guigui laogong b'dae COMIN soon =/

she found out tat she stil missin *HIM* lots ..
she stil lubb the one tat doesn't love her animore..
wad should she do in order to forget him ?
mayb time can heal everitink ..

25 March 2006 >>10:57 PM

# fall in lubb wid this song tat ii heard from nu er mp3..
# feel tat this is al the words tat ii jux wan to tel him ..
# ii stil can't forget him ..
# wad should ii do ?
# the onli wae ii can do is jux to forget him
# ii wan to hate him for doin al tis ..
# but ii can't ..
# ii reali hate miineself..
# why ii wan to angri wid him
# tat lead to tis kind of tinks
# ii sho selfish
# onli tink of miineself nn nt him
# ii found out ii reali nidd him
# but nothin ii can do
# pearline , mux hab determine bahs
# pearline , dun cry ferr him ners
# he won't know it ..
# if he know , he don't care animore
# ii jux a stranger / enemy to him
# ii reali gettin tired
# miine burden is too much ferr mii
# when can ii stop this kind of tinks? =(
# speechless . . .

23 March 2006 >>7:13 PM

* feed miine darlink ham ham wid carrot jux nw ..
* damn cute ..
* lubb miine ham ham
* although ii nv treat him gd .. =x

* his eye is sho small =p
*jux wake up from his hamham dreamy land bahs! =)

* attached to miine little ham ham =D

>>3:28 PM

# hais ..
# yesterdae cry whole nite til ii slp .. ='(
# ii was beari tired of it norhs..
# if the case is tat ii go fan him , he delete mii nn block mii ii hab nothin to sae
# but ii nv do it norhs ..
# ask mii whether wan to be his gan mei mei or frenx anot ?
# it's sho nice to listen
# but wad ii get in the end
# we rr enemy nw ..
# we doesn't know each other animore ..

# even nw ii dun hab determine to gv him up ii also mux make miineself to be determine
# since everitink turn out to be like tat .. =(

# tis mornin while waitin ferr guigui laogong to come ,
# qizheng didi pei mii ferr a while then his frenx come le he go in ners
# then ii tel guigui laogong ..
# ii cry again ..
# ii dunno is sadd or is angri or both..
# hais ..
# ii jux hate to be in lubb ..
# ii reali hate it !

# tml shall go to east coast park wid ahh maa nn fa xie yi sia xin qing =(
# sat shall go window shoppin *hais* no money
# sun shall go find fen they al .. cause long time nv mit ners .. =)

` guigui laogong is cecilia laogong worhs
` guigui laopo is pearline [mii] worhs
` guigui nuer is hui mei ahh maa cum nuer worhs.
` we rr happi family ferreba =D

22 March 2006 >>8:50 PM

# he reali too cruel ners ..
# he delete mii as a frenx in frenxster ..
# he block mii in msn ..
# ii sadd .. ii cried

* i should decided by nw..

* ii hab decide ::
* ii shall hab determination on givin him up ..
* no point stil lovin him ..
* which he doesn't lubb mii at all
* cause of the breakup
* ii flunked 3 subjects as ii no mood to study
* it's too tired ners ..
* ii can't stand it animore
* ii wil be mad somedae..

* ii shall nt attached til o level finish
* ii shall single ferr the rest of the year..
* jux a few weeks more nn ii wil be fine ..
* ii shall focus all on miine studies nn nt him
* ii wan a smile on miine face nn nt tears ..

20 March 2006 >>7:36 PM

readin through miine previous entry , we hab alot of memoriies .. from happi to sadd ~

as wad zhiyi jie sae de : guys rr guys .. we can't change them overnites.. a relationship is lyk it nidd two hands to clap ..

hais .. why guys can easily forget their past relationship while gals can't ? why gals cry because of relationship ? ii hate relationship .. it's hurt mii beari much .. ii jux wan a guy to be ther ferr mii .. hais .. mayb ii should reali let go nn forget the past .. no point ferr mii to keep tinkin de .. he won't came back to mii ..

>>6:19 PM

hais .. supposin todae is a special dae ferr mii .. but nw it doesn't special animore. it's jux a normal dae .. ii stil miss him.. ii stil she bu de him .. but he jux left miine world.. hais ..

ii know ur is wei le wo hao .. but ii reali cannot don't tink of him .. when ii lyin on miine bed , our memoriies jux pop out .. ii admit ii stil lubb him lots . but wad can ii do ? onli can sit down ther quietly nn do nothin .. ii jux cannot forget him .. ii jux nidd someone to dote mii nn lubb mii .. why can't ii ? because ii dun hab the fortune bahs .. =( ii reali dunno how to do.. everione is askin mii to forget him .. ii jux can't ..

hmm .. jux read ahh maa aka nu er blog .. her word is sho touched .. ahh maa .. thanx ferr bein wid mii whenever ii sad .. ii reali appreciate alot.. but ii stil can't forget him .. wil try miine best to forget all ..

hais .. aniwae , thanx ferr those who stay by miine side nn console mii .. thank you . . .

19 March 2006 >>3:10 PM

hais .. this few nights is a sleepless nites .. ii cannot get to slp .. listenin to mp3 .. listen the song 'ni zui zhen gui' .. hais .. supposin is both of us the song .. tat he sing to mii nn we both sing in the phone .. hais .. ii cry .. no one ferr mii to su ku.. hais .. everione is slpin .. except mii .. dream of him yesterdae .. wid a gal tat he like .. but he is on the phone wid ahh maa .. then ii listen .. gt a gal sound .. hais .. then ii wake up ners .. awake ferr a few minutes then fall asleep again .. hais .. ii beari tired .. but ii can't get to slp .. when ii lie on miine bed .. ii start tinkin of him .. hais .. when can ii hab a gd slp ?

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pei lia go nn ta bao her lunch at plaza .. when we was walkin hmm .. saw his mother and his sista !! mii nn lia turn back nn her sista turn back too .. hais .. ii sho shocked to see his mum .. hais .. 1 mth ago , ii shouldn't be at hmm nw .. supposin goin out wid him nn hab a quarrel .. nw everitink is over .. hais .. [moodless]

15 March 2006 >>8:47 PM

MONDAY - 13o3o6

mit lia nn zhu guo qiang at plaza takin cab go to clementi to mit ahh maa nn keith nn we went to k box .. we went to drink in kbox .. cal 2 jugs .. then ii drink 1 nn 1/4 cups .. hais .. damn sadd nn stress .. then listenin to some songs nn drink again .. hais .. ahh maa nn lia drunk .. then they was like walk zipzap .. zhu guo qiang sae tat ii walk zipzap too .. diaos ~ then went to west coast nn plae .. plae til 3am then go hmm ners .. cause head beari pain nn feel like slpin .. then reach hmm ard 4am nn bath nn slp ners ..

TUESDAE - 14o3o6

mit ahh maa ard 4 plus nn we went to eat nn went to east coast .. tel her al the memoriies between mii nn him .. the memoriies was sho wonderful nn ii rmb al of them .. hais .. then we tok a lots of tinks .. she tok bout her problem nn ii tok bout miine problem .. hais .. why ppl wan to hab relationship make us sho tong ku .. hais !!

WEDNESDAE - 15o3o6

wake up in the mornin then ii online .. go nn see his blog .. nn he sae tat he miss a gal badly .. hope tat can receive her msg .. then ii straight away broke into tears .. why he can sho easily forget our relation? hais .. then ii cal ahh maa .. ii can't stand it ners .. ii cry .. but ahh maa knows tat ii cannot be comfort .. or else ii cry mre jia lat .. sho she keep quiet ther .. then we hang up the fone then ii cry again .. hais .. then mit lia nn ahh maa at plaza then take 96o go east coast again .. then change mrt .. mit jaclyn nn her stead ther .. then we ride bike .. share wid ahh maa the bike .. then we went to a rock nn sit ther .. ahh maa nn lia at ther tokin .. then mii sit ther quietly .. tink lots of tinks .. tink of our memoriies .. tink tat wad he rite in his blog .. nearli cry .. but nv.. hais ..

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tink tat he reali forget mii ners.. but ii stil cannot forget him .. ii stil miss him .. ii wan to see him 1 mre time .. but is impossible tat we mit again .. hais .. ii reali stil lubb him nn miss him .. 2 wks we break ners .. hais ~

13 March 2006 >>2:36 PM

tink he fall in lubb wid other gal bahs .. hais .. zhu fu ta men bahs .. hope he can find a beta gal than mii ..

pearline !! uu should be happi .. cause uu hab a wonderful memoriies wid him .. nn he found a gd gal ~ stop shedin tears ners .. mux rmb wad uu promise xiao jin de ..

hais ~

12 March 2006 >>11:44 AM

ii dream of him yesterdae .. nn he with a gal .. they stead .. nn he msg mii .. why ii dreams of him ? ii beari sadd sadd when ii dream tat he gt stead .. he reali gt someone in mind mahs ? if he reali like another gal wad can ii do ? ther's nth ii can do .. read his blog .. he seems happi .. why he can take sho easily while ii can't? cause ii lubb him more ? perhaps bahs .. ii should be happii when ii see him happi .. reali feel like tokin to him when he online .. but ii can't .. wad if he change al he e-mail nn avoid mii .. ii dun wan tat .. ii reali sadd .. sho long ners .. stil can't get over it .. ii dun hab the determination to forget him .. ii wan him back in miine life again .. can ii ? ii cannot .. he forget mii ners .. he wan to find a more mature wan .. tat means ii childish .. mama sae ii too xiao qi ners .. ii ownself scold nn ii dun wan him to scold .. ii ask lia nn ahh maa whether ii tied him beari tight .. they sae yes .. but wad the point nw ? he is free ..

nw mama go out wid papa .. jie jie go out wid her boi boi .. left mii alone at hmm .. ii felt ii beari lonely . no one accompani .. ii wan him back in miine life again ....... headache nw .. beari pain .. cause ii tink too much ners ?? ii cry .. why can't ii hab him again ?? ii wish to be wid him again .. but it's IMPOSSIBLE .

11 March 2006 >>11:29 AM

hais .. ii miss him .. although ii in front of ur ii alreadi back to miine normal .. but i'm nt .. ii hate nites .. wher ii wil miss him badly .. miss those daes tat he call mii .. hais .. mayb ii should reali let him go nn let him find his happiness bahs .. we won't patch back .. we nt frenx animore .. but ii wil stil rmb the daes tat we rr together .. ii reali cannot forget him .. stil hab the urge to cry .. everidae cry .. jux because of him .. why we change til like tat .. am ii wrong ? ii dunno .. al hab become past time ners .. no0 more future ferr the both of us .. hope tat he can find his happiness bahs .. we break mre than 1 wk ners .. 14o3o6 should be babii piggy 1 mth ners .. ii stil hug his gv de piggy everi nites w/o fail .. hais .. ii reali miss him lots ~ mayb wad ahh maa sae de .. i should smile cause we hab memoriies between the both of us .. ii hope tat we stil frenx . but it's impossible .. he hate mii ~ hais ~

miine babii piggy

08 March 2006 >>6:02 PM

hais .. he finalli tel his feelin to ahh maa ners .. ii finalli know wad he tinks .. he won't patch back wid mii .. he forget mii ners .. nn he regret tat he stead wid mii .. wad wil uu feel if uu heard this ? miine heart was like broken into mani pieces nn why he did tat to mii ? ii realli dunno .. he ask mii to forget him too ... ii reali cannot forget him .. ii reali miss him .. but wad can ii do ? ii jux onli sit ther nn cry .. tat's wad ii can do .. he do till sho cruel beacuse he wan mii to forget him ? hais ... ii delete all his msg . his pic pic .. wad ferr ii stil leave it ? it make mii more sadd .. hais .. wad can ii do ?

06 March 2006 >>8:25 PM

ii tink ii shall forget him .. the tinks he do is too cruel .. why should ii keep tinkin bout it ..??

pearline stop shedin tears ferr him ners .. it's won't worth it .. =(

the tinks uu promise mii ii treat it as uu nv promise mii .. uu break ur promise .. ii wan to hate uu .. but ii can't ......

04 March 2006 >>11:51 AM

happi b'dae mummi !! =)

todae is mummi b'dae worx.. wish her everidae pretty pretty nn dun nag at mii .. opps ! =x

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at least he gt msg mii . at least he gt cal mii on thursdae .. he stil regardin mii as frenx .. hab the urge to patch wid him .. but ii dunno should ii or should nt .. cause ii scared tat he hurt mii again .. ii dunno .. ii vexed .. or jux remain as frenx . shall ii ask him ? ii dunno !! ppl help mii pls !

02 March 2006 >>6:57 PM

fr0m the dae i met euu ;
i've n0 regret kn0wing euu.
c0s euu are the 0ne f0r mie wheneva i need sum0ne t0 care f0r mie
i w0nt f0rget the veri first dae euu call mie dear *
"i.realli.miss.euu.badly"
did euu realised tatt i've lo0king f0r euu al dae l0ng
i jus wanna let euu n0e if n0b0dy is there when euu need sum0ne,
always remember tis i'm always
there if euu need mie
i will nv leave euu c0s i'm s0 glad t0 n0e a guys lyke euu ;
leaving mem0ries behind ;
i feel s0 hurrt ; i feel s0 l0st.
simply i'm jus running away fr0m reality
n euu leave mie a deep mem0ries after euu left s0 suddenly
i'm accidentally in l0vee.

>>12:31 AM

WE BREAK NERS ..
on 2 march ..

from tat dae til nw he onli treat mii like a sista .. nt a stead .. ii dunno why .. he jux feel tat we hab generation gap .. ii ask him whether he gt feelin ferr mi mahs.. he jux sae little bit .. ii sae BREAK UP this two words.. ii sadd .. ii beari sadd.. ii dun wan to break up wid him .. ii reali dun wan .. he's miine happiness .. he's miine first stead .. he's the one whom ii lubb most .. but ii left wid no choice nn ii hab no break wid him .. how can ii carry on our relationship when he dun lubb mii at all ..

thanx pals ferr bein ther ferr mii .. ii beari happi .. family . cousins nn frenx rr foreva .. ii jux nidd sometime to mend miine wounds .. nidd sometime to control miine toopid tears .. nidd sometime to forget him .. i'm sadd..

TEARS RR FLOWIN ..
HEARTBROKEN ..
NO ONE CAN MEND ..
ONLI HIM ..