PPEARLINE<3

20 April 2006 >>5:58 PM

todae is nt in a goody mood de.
i'm thought todae ii was fine.
but i'm nt.
wantin to keep miineself happi
by keep plaein wif them nn laugh wif them.
but in the end ii jux cry out.
nn go hmm wid laogong.
they see nn they al kanna shocked.
i'm sorry.
ii reali hate 2o of everi mths.
includin miine b'dae which falls on 2o july.
the dae which ii shouldn't keep tinkin.
ii reali nidd a shoulder ferr mii to cry on.
why he can take it sho easily ?
ii reali dun understand.
ii reali hate miineself alot.
it won't be a story again .
al cause of mii.
i'm know i'm selfish.
thanx ferr givin mii lubb tat ii wan from uu.
thanx ferr the piggy nn the flower.
ii wil keep al our memoriies in miine heart.
hope tat uu can find a beta gal than mii.
al the best to uu.