I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you
12 March 2006 >>11:44 AM
ii dream of him yesterdae .. nn he with a gal .. they stead .. nn he msg mii .. why ii dreams of him ? ii beari sadd sadd when ii dream tat he gt stead .. he reali gt someone in mind mahs ? if he reali like another gal wad can ii do ? ther's nth ii can do .. read his blog .. he seems happi .. why he can take sho easily while ii can't? cause ii lubb him more ? perhaps bahs .. ii should be happii when ii see him happi .. reali feel like tokin to him when he online .. but ii can't .. wad if he change al he e-mail nn avoid mii .. ii dun wan tat .. ii reali sadd .. sho long ners .. stil can't get over it .. ii dun hab the determination to forget him .. ii wan him back in miine life again .. can ii ? ii cannot .. he forget mii ners .. he wan to find a more mature wan .. tat means ii childish .. mama sae ii too xiao qi ners .. ii ownself scold nn ii dun wan him to scold .. ii ask lia nn ahh maa whether ii tied him beari tight .. they sae yes .. but wad the point nw ? he is free ..
nw mama go out wid papa .. jie jie go out wid her boi boi .. left mii alone at hmm .. ii felt ii beari lonely . no one accompani .. ii wan him back in miine life again ....... headache nw .. beari pain .. cause ii tink too much ners ?? ii cry .. why can't ii hab him again ?? ii wish to be wid him again .. but it's IMPOSSIBLE .
12 March 2006 >>11:44 AM
PPEARLINE :)