yesterdae ii cry again .. why he change to another person .. when wil he change back ?? haix.. ahh maa know bout this matter ritex? ii dun wan him to be the 'him' tat ii like .. ii reali tired of this kind of tinks.. 1 wk le .. he nv contact mii nor msn .. why ? can ii know the reason .. ii dun wan to keep in the dark .. mayb ii reali should let him go .. he do sometink wrong to miine ahh maa .. nn ii wil stand by her side but not him .. although he is the one ii like .. but no matter wad ii wil not gv up on mii nn ahh maa 7 yr friendship.. ii hate this kind of waitin .. nn ther won't be ani chemistry between us .. mayb ii lubb him in the wrong time .. ii wan to go back to the time wher he care ferr mii .. but it's impossible ..... ii alwaes make mineself busy sho tat ii won't tink of him .. but when the nitex come .. when ii lie on miine bed.. ii wil start tinkin .. nn ii wil cry.. he dun worth miine tears .. but ii hate when the nitex come ..